I put my hands up. I am legit the worst blogger in the world.
I haven’t blogged, or even thought about blogging in a long time. Work stress, life stress, just stress and other commitments such as Gossip Girl and sleep just seemed to always get in the way. (Can you blame me though, it’s Chuck Bass)
The last few weeks (probably months) I have been trying to get my life in order. Urg even just those words make me seem like a 60 year old woman sorting through her ‘Life Admin ‘ when she retires but its true.
I got a new job; I learned to be okay with being by myself- (you kinda have to be when you travel for 4 hours a day) I’ve made some incredible new friends, and got rid of those that just dragged me down. I may have let my fitness and my blog slack but I was focussing on a new chapter of my life. I hated being constantly having to think up new and original lol-worthy content and was making myself ill trying to be superwoman all the time.
So I stopped.
I started sleeping or reading on the train rather than writing.
I stopped pushing myself so hard to look ‘ripped or trim’ and started taking rest days and time for myself.
I stopped thinking that I always had to be out and about at events or drinking coffee for insta to ‘fit in and be hip and now’
But I’m done. I’m refreshed, I’m ready..
I’ve got a plan. I’m settled. I know what I’m doing and I miss it. I miss you.
But don’t worry I’ve been keeping up with everything you guys have been doing- I still have my daily stalk on all your pages. I see you boo.
And now you can all keep up with me too.
As from now. Amanda IS BACK.